The spring semester has started as of yesterday, I’m hosting my book group tonight (the book is Tipping the Velvet, by Sarah Waters), and if I’m going to be doing any blogging this afternoon, it should be for the library blog that I’ve been neglecting.
Despite all the stuff I should be doing, all I want to do is relax. I have two part-time jobs (one every weekday morning for about an hour and a half, and the other three days a week, 4 hours each day) and they are exhausting. They are both working for women with disabilities, and though one is more personal care and the other more cooking/cleaning, they are both physically demanding. It’s hard to come home from making chicken enchiladas and mopping someone else’s floor and want to cook myself dinner and clean my own house.
I also have to get up at 5am Monday through Friday for the morning job. Occasionally earlier. This morning I popped out of bed (for some reason I have no problem getting up – it’s the late afternoon that kills me) at 4:45am.
I’m happy to be able to eke out a modest living. I’m equally happy that I have a spouse who toils away at a teaching job that offers health care so that I can do part-time gigs while I work my way through graduate school. And finally, I’m happy to have the opportunity to work for two very nice women (both around my age) and to get the chance to learn a thing or two about what it’s like to have a disability.
It’s been a long time since I’ve done non-desk work, and while I’m grateful for any time spent away from my computer, I feel like all over muscle fatigue trumps eye and wrist fatigue. All I’m saying is, I’m tired.